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[02 Jul 2006|01:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I am in some serious like with a boy who I am so happy to be with.
This is how it's supposed to be.

8 - +.

[20 Mar 2006|06:53pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

im at constant war with myself over the past few weeks. i want that feeling of power back i had less than a month ago. everything is slowly turning to shit inside my head and its making me hate the surface.
i place a mirror down beneath me, and i walk around it over and over, and over again. and i always seem trip and fall as soon as i start to smile back at myself. im face down in dirt again and the hardest thing is getting back up. walking forward is difficult because im never holding my own hand. the only time i seem to like the direction in which im moving is when im kicking myself to make me walk faster. it hurts sometimes, and it gets me down but after a while you start to smile because it feels good to know you have some level of controll over the things that make you cry. then i kick too hard, fall down, and realise i was never walking forward, i was walking in circles. after so many falls the mirror starts to crack and things appear uglier than before.
the only reason im writing this is because im tired of holding these thoughts inside my head; they weigh too much and i want to be able to read over this one day soon and let it be old.
i need to stop walking myself back to the beginning.

i just spent over $200 at napoleon and my hair straightener broke, which was another $300. im truly fucking reliant. its sad. now if anyone knows the meaning of broke..it is me. hahah...shut the fuck up.
i want to be paid now. because i found my boots. i finally found them.

15 - +.

[14 Mar 2006|08:27am]
Does anybody know how to delete all the songs on an ipod/reformat it? I cant find out how anywhere.
6 - +.

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